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Somebody asked me recently why I had started this blog, and what I hoped to gain from it.
Now,
before I go into details, I should probably start by explaining that I have a HUGE ego.
While I'd like to say that isn't the case, I can't help it, and I really can't deny it. I don't do well with having egg on my face. I think this stems from a childhood of being bullied and ridiculed.
Don't get me wrong though!
I do have a sense of humour, especially about myself, but there's a difference between people laughing with you at your eccentricities and them ridiculing your wildest dreams or making light of your biggest fears.
So,
That being said, it's hard for me to put this out there, because if it never happens, then everyone will know the truth. But, here goes it:
This Blog isn't just a hobby. It's a Dream.
I have dreamt of being a published author for as long as I can possibly remember. In the second grade, our teachers organized this thing where we could read our poetry for the class, and if it was good enough, we'd get to go read it to the other second grade classes. I had at least three poems every week, and at least one of them was always deemed good enough for the tour.
For most of my adult life however, I have lacked inspiration. I've always known I was an artist, but I couldn't figure out what my medium was. I knew I wanted to write, but didn't know what to write about.
Her
Shopaholics series was the discovery of a total new genre for me. Light hearted, easy to read and funny stories that could easily be called the "chick flicks" of books. The dream started to stir in me once more as I knew I had found my genre.
I've also been inspired by following Allie at
Hyperbole and a half for long time: she has many followers, which was already generating revenue for her. Her latest post indicates that she's writing her first book!
She will be published.
And it started with a blog! I'm so happy for her, and I also think that if it happened for her, there's no reason why it couldn't happen for me.
So here I am. Full of ideas and brimming with inspiration. Hoping against hope that if I just put myself out there, good things will happen.
This is my dream, and it's high time I try to make it happen.