I have kept walking steadily towards my goals for so long that I failed to notice the ground had started to crumble beneath me. I was walking with blinders, refusing to face the reality that things just weren't going well... And now I've walked too far. I'm standing at the edge of a precipice and unless I get a miracle soon, everything is going to go to hell in a hand basket.
Collection agencies, cut services, out on our butts, you name it, I'm about to lose it.
What a crazy dreamer I am, to have thought something big would happen to change all this. To fix everything... What an idiot I've been. So many people, telling me how great my stuff was, telling me what talent I have, but never buying anything.
So many wonderful compliments that just don't pay the rent.
What am I going to do?
I started a go fund me campaign as a last ditch effort, but who knows where that might lead.
So far nothing, but it's only been a few hours. Wish I could be one of those people that raked in twice what they were looking for in two days.
Ha! Really should stop dreaming so much. Check it out if you can: