Actually, it's been a few days.
My motivation and enthusiasm are weaning.
I'm afraid I'm falling into a down cycle. The medication I'm on is suppose to be a mood stabilizer, but I don't feel it's been doing it's job.
I don't want to go down the black hole that is depression
But I'm standing on the precipice
My head is spinning
I'm anxious, and riddled with self-doubt.
I wonder if I'm afraid of my own potential for greatness.
All I want to do is sleep.